Someone else might try to kill. Or at least intimidate with death threats. Because the reversal of death is a disruption. Resurrection threatens the natural order of things. It’s just not how things are done around here.

If death is no longer a thing, what leverage does anyone really have over anyone else? If someone has already died and come back to life, is any kind of second death intimidating at all?

We don’t know for sure, but I like to imagine that Lazarus—who already died once due to natural causes, but then was raised back to life by Jesus—had to chuckle a little when he heard that there was a plot to kill him. Death? Been there, done that.

Does not count as a genuine contribution to the world. Appraising other’s passions is an unhelpful thing to be passionate about. Critical reviews of others’ expressions of joyful creativity only stifle further joyful creativity.

You’re so creative with your reviews

Of what other people do

How satisfying that must be for you

David Bazan, “Selling Advertising”

Leave her alone. Leave him alone. Your criticism says more about you than anyone else.

It’s not entirely clear when, but at some point people started catching on that Judas Iscariot was skimming off of the funds supporting Jesus’ ministry. Before he was a known betrayer, he was a suspected thief.

At least John knew (because he wrote about it), and I think it’s safe to say that other disciples knew as well. As things like this go, it likely began with suspicions that were eventually confirmed, perhaps not even until after his death.

Two things about this bewilder me a bit.

Praise of someone or of something only becomes real when it becomes public.

We know real praise when we encounter it: The roar of the fans when the home team scores a touchdown. The applause of the crowd when the singer takes the stage. The rising of the congregation as the bride walks down the aisle. The cooing of family members as the newborn is carried out to meet them for the first time.

The most surprising thing about the story of Lazarus is that after being raised from the dead there was no next big thing. After something as spectacular as a resurrection, you’d expect something else powerful to follow. But apparently, as best we can tell, he just went back to living his little inconsequential life in his little inconsequential town.

The next time we see Lazarus post-resurrection he is not traveling and doing ministry with Jesus, he is not leveraging his story for the gospel, he is not raising others from the dead. He is not doing anything at all spectacular or exciting or even useful: He is reclining at a table.

At some point in time, if you follow Jesus long enough and take him seriously enough, you’ll find yourself asking, “Isn’t he coming at all?”

There you are, waiting. In an obvious place, at an obvious time. You’ve known him to show up here before, but now, this time, he seems totally absent. In the bustle of life all around you there is just the nagging silence of waiting.

It’s just plain smart. It might even be a virtue. Or perhaps a spiritual practice worth learning.

Reading the warning signs of danger ought to prompt some kind of action. When your check engine light comes on, you ought to take your car to the mechanic. When you get a low balance alert, you ought to curb your spending. When your back hurts, or your stomach is in knots, or you have persistent headaches, you ought to tune into your stress levels.

God always has been in, is active with today, and will be working on until it is complete, the business of gathering all that has been scattered.

Unifying all that has been separated. Connecting all that has been disconnected. Merging all that been alienated. Making into one single whole all that has been divided.

Caiphas, the high priest, thought he was just doing the “right thing”  by looking out for the welfare of his people, said,

“It is better for you that one man die for the people than that the whole nation perish.”

John 11:50

Now, on one hand, that any religious professional should suggest that it’s good that someone should die is messed up. It seems like there has to be something crooked in a human heart to suggest death as any kind of solution.

Is a powerful motivator. What little control we think we have, we will hold onto at all costs.

Which is part of what makes the Gospel of Jesus so hard to swallow. His “good news” is that you have to be willing to lose in order to win, to be a loser in the eyes of others in order to truly end up a winner. The very real challenge to our ego, to our desire for control, is that letting Jesus have his way means giving up our way.

“If we let him go on like this…”